...that its like pulling teeth to get me to update this blog? I have belly pictures and sonogram pictures, but I just can't bring myself to post them.
I got SO attached to Becca through this blog...I guess I'm in some sort of protective denial...like if I don't acknowledge this pregnancy publicly, then I can pretend its not really happening and then if I lose this baby too maybe I won't be as sad as I was with Jimmy and Becca?
I haven't announced it on facebook even and I'm already 12 weeks. I haven't bought a single baby item yet, not even a travel-size baby lotion.
The ultrasound pics are strewn on my dresser or in my purse, and the couple of belly pics I've taken are hidden in my camera and not posted anywhere.
What's my deal?
Pregnancy after stillbirth and subsequent losses. In honor of my son, James "Jimmy" Elvis 11/15/09, my "littlest angel" May 10, 20101, my first daughter Rebecca "Baby Becca" Lane 10/27/10, and my second daughter Scarlett Burchfield 08/16/2011
Sunday, July 24, 2011
Thursday, July 14, 2011
Almost 11 Weeks Already?
Will wonders never cease....I woke up today and I'm still pregnant! Just like yesterday and the day before and the day before that....
One day at a time.
Today I am 10 weeks and 6 days pregnant.
One day at a time.
Today I am 10 weeks and 6 days pregnant.
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