Sunday, July 24, 2011

Why is it...

...that its like pulling teeth to get me to update this blog? I have belly pictures and sonogram pictures, but I just can't bring myself to post them.
I got SO attached to Becca through this blog...I guess I'm in some sort of protective if I don't acknowledge this pregnancy publicly, then I can pretend its not really happening and then if I lose this baby too maybe I won't be as sad as I was with Jimmy and Becca?
I haven't announced it on facebook even and I'm already 12 weeks. I haven't bought a single baby item yet, not even a travel-size baby lotion.
The ultrasound pics are strewn on my dresser or in my purse, and the couple of belly pics I've taken are hidden in my camera and not posted anywhere.

What's my deal?

Thursday, July 14, 2011

Almost 11 Weeks Already?

Will wonders never cease....I woke up today and I'm still pregnant! Just like yesterday and the day before and the day before that....

One day at a time.

Today I am 10 weeks and 6 days pregnant.