Two Quotes...

...from my husband yesterday that I want to remember.

One, when we were talking about missing the babies and he said he never gets to be upset because "Katie, you're monopolizing the grief."
It's true, I am...and he thinks that only one of us can be grieving at a time.

Two, he told me that he knows I wish I could love on the babies and he does too...he said "I know you don't have our babies to love on, and I wish you did, but I need your love too. I need you too."

My husband is a good man, even though I'm angry and full of resentment, I can see that at least.