Thursday, May 12, 2011

Starting To Plan...Again.

Just called a new doctor's office and scheduled an appointment for June. This is a doctor I don't know, but comes highly recommended by friends who have had losses before...Dr.O is a high-risk specialist, and I want to have a pre-conception assessment/consultation done before we get pregnant again.

Not sure why, but the whole time I was on the phone making my appointment, I had a lump in my throat and my eyes were burning.

When I got off the phone, I had to cry for a few minutes.

I'm really not sure why.


That's odd for me to be at a loss...usually I understand my own emotions very well. Wish I had some insight on this one, I'm a little confused.

1 comment:

  1. My first thought is that you shouldn't have to even be considering trying again. You're family should be complete (at least for now) with Jimmy and Becca running around like in your husband's dream, alive, well and healthy. Add into that knowing how scary your next pregnancy will be. Huge hugs!