Thursday, November 4, 2010

What Now?

Is God saying no for right now or is God saying no forever?

Am I to focus on my one living child and my two step-children and give up on the idea of ever having a baby? I can handle losing 2 babies but I don't know if I can handle losing the chance to EVER have another baby.

Realistically, I need to finish out this homeschooling year, put my son back in public school and get a fulltime career job and help my husband get us out of debt and out of this tiny house and into a nice neighborhood.

Unrealistically, I want to get pregnant again right away and worry about getting a bigger house and getting out of debt after I've gotten the baby thing out of the way.

What am I supposed to do, God?


  1. keep praying, he will lead you. I will do the same.


  2. I'm praying for you. Trust and pray God will guide you.